surviving week 1

hell to the yeah!

i have survived week one of the p90x and I am definitely taking the break! i know i shouldnt but im giving in to my muscles crying for a day of rest.

so far i have been loving it! i have been looking forward to my routines. and ive actually started feeling more alive. and the pants loosening! woot woot! yep! i pulled my pants down one day this week not realizing i hadnt pulled my zipper down. but i dont want to get too excited.. YET! i want to be excited on the 3rd week. so im taking my time with this one. i have to come clean and have been stumbling on this whole routine. nobody said its going to be easy! and damn its not! i have to keep my focus on to get through. but tony and his gang are soo much fun to workout with. not strict and so motivating. i cannot wait to be able to speed up and balance like them! :)

my  favorite by far is the plyometrics. its the hardest of all and im glad i survived it, though barely, i still finished strong. :) then comes the yogaX. that yoga routine took care of my body. the stretch and the inner massage, i can say, just relieved the strain. i cannot believe another workout fixed another workout's pain! isnt that incredible? :)

i still have to work on my pull ups, and push ups. my arms are such whiners! big sissies! i have to tear them up one day and just make them bleed inside so they stop crying and just do what i need it to do. :/ for right now i hate my arms. my legs though can keep up. for some reason my legs have always been up to such saddistic moves. makes me happy. :) arms though, makes me sad. but im sure theyll come around. i hope soon!

ok. calorie intake. been watching it. i want the shakeology that jenn was talking about but its pretty expensive for me considering its going to have to be on a monthly basis. what am i going to do when i dont have the capability to maintain the golden shake? i dont want to get fat again becasue i cant give my body what its going to be used to. but i certainly want to try it! :) for right now, i might just have to manually work it out with my calorie intake. :/

starting tomorrow, everything that goes inside my body will be accounted for. i will have to be honest that i will cheat once in a while, but i will definitely watch it. in order to be successful, i need to. besides, my sister is 5'6" and a size 0. what the hell am i doing with my body like this??